As my beautiful bride walks down the aisle, I think to myself how this all happened? I remember loving her so much that it hurt, because I didn’t know what I know. See, my relationship with Jen back then was confusing. I thought that I only "wanted" Jen, because she was supper hot. When actually I "wanted" her because I loved her. We have been through some rough times, and believe me they were pretty rough. I never thought I would marry this "supper hot" woman. Things were so rough that I knew we could only share this love mixed with pain, and never actually be together. I could only be Jen’s friend and nothing more. I am the one that made her stepfather leave and have her mother’s unborn child be put up for adoption. I am the one that made her pain of being raped each night public.
I only wanted to save the woman I so much cared for. It hurt me so much to think of my new friend keeping a secret from me. When she finally told me it tore my heart. Thinking of all the pain I went through witnessing my brothers suicide, this secret didn’t even seem to compare.
Jen wanted me to keep it a secret and made me promise not to tell anyone. I broke that promise, and maybe that’s why it took me so long to get to where I am now. It’s all worth it now though, with that scum behind bars and getting his attorneys license taken away. Jen is now free of him, and she may sleep comfortably at night. She doesn’t have to worry about that slime coming into her room reach night and taking advantage of her young body. I am now soon to be her husband and I will be her knight and shining armor.
I love Jen. We have found so much pain in the love we found for each other. Our love now will concur are pain of the past. We know how to help each other. It took us a long time to get to where we are now, but we finally made it. I knew from the first time I met Jen that I loved her. I knew because it wasn’t lust. I didn’t want to sleep with her right away, and I was confused as to how that could be. How could I love someone so much and not be overly attracted to her body? Then as the years went by I still had this great love for this woman. Dr. Newcombe told me that I could probably never have an active life style with Jen. Believe me I thought about that one! Well, now I’m marrying that woman, and I don’t regret it at all.
I love Jen, and now she is by my side at the alter.
By:Katie